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a week filled with love, joy, disappointment & fear.
school's been really tough.
seriously, it's too much too soon.
& i failed to control my emotions on thursday. ):<
i'm still mad at myself for giving in so easily to Fear and Discontent.

anyhow, there've been happy moments too!
like last friday (okay this is something i wanted to blog about last week, but y'know how good my memory is) when i forgot to bring my house keys (HOW DUMB) and carmen (despite being ill) offered me a temporary stay at her house till my parents could come fetch me.
HOW I LOVE MY FRIENDS (lub chewz barmeny nigus!). :D
anyway, carmen's room is fantastic!
if i had a room like hers, i'll stay home 24/7.

then there was priya's birthday (tuesday)!

(hahaha i don't know why i took a photo with nazrin despite it being priya's birthday & i gave priya the bouquet! I LOVE FLOWERS AND SEPTEMBER IS COMING hint hint hint hint hint.)

& Twinstar Thursday! :) :) :)
omg i love sarah chua qiu yan okay, she is so dumb and entertaining!
but i can still have random serious conversations with her.
it's really nice to spend time with oldies (okay lah i only got to know sarah this year but quite long already what, so she classifies as an oldie) because i feel like they know me really well.
& OBF always makes me feel comfortable talking to her and we like to mock people together (like people who eat inedible bars ahem) and mock each other and study hard together!
quoted from sarah's,

Random walking around + 58409450384058 random topics + Drinking Green Tea at the sweltering Grandstand and reading Seventeen and Teens ( because it has DBSG and Super Junior and Shinhwa! ) + Staying back late late late doing nothing but talking and people-watching and commenting + Getting a lift all the way to Yishun to take 969 ( because it's freaking fast) X OBF = YAYNESS! I love! :DD
Random quote of the day: "I thought it was my daddy's car!".

yesterday (after school) was fantastic too,

nazrin & shuyu relieving their childhood days!

nazrin proclaiming her love for me on the sand AWW SO SWEET.

& us (me, xinrong + nazrin) being kiampah.

yesterday we (sunyu cbf, xinrong, shuyu) supposedly stayed back for night study (actually sunyu's motive was to sign in with someone).
but y'know how cbf is when she sees ahem ahem, so yah lah we spent our time hanging around the tennis courts instead, hahaha!
& later we bumped into nazrin who had to meet miss nirmala at 5.15pm, so she came to join us in our Fun in the Sun at the monkey bars.
& huiyu came back to study with us!
i love my classmates. :)
& sarah joined us for a short while too.

& today was spent with my family!
went out for dinner with my maternal family cos my mom's cousin came to visit from ipoh!
& dinner was a draggy 2h long affair (from 8 to 10 and i was falling asleep into the dessert - red bean soup/mango pudding, since i woke up at 7+ this morning to prepare for tuition at 11 and had to leave home at 4+ so that we could go to my grandma's to wait for the guests) despite my love for my grandma&co.
after that, my mom's cousin + his wife + their youngest son came over to our place and it was already 11 when they got here, since they (meaning my uncle/aunt/grandma/etc) had to say their long goodbyes to the guests (it's not like ipoh is very far right, but i guess it's hard for them to come to singapore very often).
so by the time they left, i was about to collapse.
but still i have to admit today was alot of laughs because my own cousin is damn funny!

i really love my family and friends alot, but everyday i love you (school) less and less (i keep getting headaches because of you)!
& i really wish i could see hayeeeatoii more (forever love, forever love, wo yao yong zhe yi bei zi nu li qu ai ni), but promos is in 37 days (:O :O :O, thanks to the countdown banner in the school atrium, i am updated every morning/afternoon/evening about my impending doom) and i just got my promos timetable yesterday and my math/phy is very screwed (NO THANKS TO THE DAMNED TESTS) and i need to work really hard.
so i guess i won't be going out for a while.
& my 7teenth will be spent studying again, dang i hate exams. ):<

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